You are not alone, you are by yourself

But if there are so many people thinking like you. Where are they?

Do I think I am special? Trapped in the suffocating pace of this crazy society, just like: you? Or that guy who behaves like me but... that's horrible because I am light years away from that person. Or is it from his behavior that was castrated by the same ubiquitous force of 'comply & keep swimming or you will drawn'?

We keep praying and begging and fighting for some leadership that would take us out of this stream. Because... what? We are incapable of taking out lives in our hands. True? True! Yet that's far from my fault or responsibility. Purely free-will-driven behavior does not exist, it's not a philosophical matter, it's a scientifically proven fact. My actual social behavior, even my thoughts, are much more complex that what my prefrontal cortex wants and controls, not to mention that, very often, oppose to its will.

It took me 5 years to start blogging, during which, I would definitely post every week in my blog these amazingly interesting & useful life-hacks. I'd make the world, or at least my readers happier, smarter, warmer, fitter, stronger inside & outside, all for free, all for you... yeh sure.. FIVE years.

And now I don't even care about blogging. Because, who reads blogs? Some really interested people who already have digested far more empowering texts (books, discussions, really good bloggers etc), to whom I'd be useless :-)

So it's now about vidoecasting.

I wonder; if something as simple as frequent blogging took me 5 years, what about the videos?

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